| Dj Turn 180 dj contest |
[Aug. 3rd, 2005|08:49 pm] |
all of you in the loveland area and the fort collins area join us for the dj competition at Club static
club static
1437 E. Mulberry
Fort collins
18+
$1 cover and don't forget to vote for dj turn 180
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| End of relationship #3 |
[May. 12th, 2005|11:20 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  angry | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Bright Eyes: Calander Hung Itself | ] |
As of yesterday Mindi and I are no longer dating. It seems to me that it was doomed to fail and I was only a part of the thing. The other part is that there is a lot of tension between us right now. I Just want to be able to get through this year. i am so stressed with everything. I am not going to Ragnorok because i don't want to cause my life to go in a downward spiral. so the money that i saved for Rag is now going toward a Playstation 2 and .hack series. anyways i am still going strong with all that is happening. My cutting issue is still there but i am going on 36 weeks on Monday. i can't wait for star wars to come out. Mindi has said that she will help me find a girlfriend. but i think that i will just end up dying a batchelor. oh well i am rather upset at all the world. Mrs. Shilling is pissing me off because i am not putting forth enough effort. oh well i got to go. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 27th, 2005|12:44 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | pissed off | ] |
i hate the act test. there is alot that is going on right now.
33 weeks. yesterday peace circle was fun. i had a chance to talk with people about my issue with cutting. the two teachers in my group are willing to talk with me about it once a week. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 20th, 2005|12:03 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | angry | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Social Distortion: Reach for the Sky | ] |
Things are good but i am going to be living at a friends house for about 5 days and things woull be a little chaotic. fortunately i don't have to worry about getting kicked out of the house.
i am pissed at my dad for selling my moped. i just want to scream at the world and tell them to fuck off.
i am looking forward to Ragnarok this summer. i have to finish my armour, and finish my weapons.
there isn't much i can do right now on my weapons because i am out of spray adhesive. oh well. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 7th, 2005|02:49 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  crappy | ] |
this day sux
i changed personalities with my girlfriend and few people noticed.
i still feel like shit, because my throat hurts. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 28th, 2005|12:16 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | everything and everyone | ] |
ftw ftw ftw ftw ftw
i cant deal with this crap anymore. spring break this year was hopelessly useless. i didn't get anything done and i was grounded during the break for a while.
29 weeks of no cuts.
this isn't helping me relax. my parents are threatening to kick me out of the house and i can't do anything about it unless i get my anger under control. i have nowhere to go if i get kicked out.
if that is the case then i guess i'll have to drop out so i can work. |
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| . . . and the world will end NOW (hey a guy can hope) |
[Mar. 16th, 2005|01:46 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | tired | ] |
when will the week end???
on thursday. 27 weeks now
i am looking forward to the stuff i am doing over spring break. finishing my armour, dagorhir stuff, and track practice.
anyways i am sleepy and sick and i don't want to be here. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 14th, 2005|02:18 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | drained | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Bright Eyes: Haligh Haligh a lie Haligh | ] |
things are good at the present time.
mindi and i have been dating for about 5 weeks.
26 weeks of no cuts. there is alot that i am dealing with at the present time.
the underground is gone for the time being, my armour isn't cooperating, my sister dislikes my girlfriend and much more is also going on. |
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| FTW |
[Feb. 24th, 2005|02:23 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | curl up in a ball and die | ] |
FTW
on tuesday i broke up with my girlfriend. i thought of her as more of a sister than a girlfriend. some of my other friends have been pushing me towards dating someone else who is a friend of hers.
24 weeks |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 10th, 2005|11:10 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | cynical | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | The Broken: Silence | ] |
Everything is falling down around me and things are getting hard.
22 weeks 23 on monday. i am struggling with things at school and things have been getting worse.
i can't wait for the mae concert. |
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| boring mondays |
[Jan. 31st, 2005|11:35 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | the not so silent library | ] |
things are good for now. i have metals next and then i am off for the day. i need to get my schedule figured out so i can get my schedule.
i am not sure if i will graduate early or not.
brian aka mogar is out.
21 weeks |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 27th, 2005|11:15 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Off with your head: Stinney-Dunkle | ] |
things are good for the moment. 20 weeks 21 on monday. there are not as many issues as last week but they are still there. school is good. can't wait for the mae concert. |
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| My God, My Tourniquet, return to me salvation |
[Jan. 19th, 2005|12:30 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  pissed of at the world | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Evanescence: Tourniquet | ] |
Am i too lost to be saved? is there nothing i can do?
things are hard right now. 19 weeks of no cuts. i know i am supposed to stay strong but things have been bad. I need to talk to someone!!!
some good things have happened this week, but not many. i'll try to focus on the good but it is hard.
HELP |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 13th, 2005|08:12 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | stressed | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Blindside: about a burning fire | ] |
There is in interesting pattern in what i have noticed in my classes. over half the class is failing in almost all of my classes. things are ok. but things still suck. My friend is gone, i am losing another friend at semester, a friend's brother is dying, and i feel the urge to cut. but it isn't going to happen... i hope. i have no finals today. things are hopefully going to get better as time progresses. maybe.
oh well wtf things will go from bad to worse no matter what i do. |
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| help me God: world is awful to me |
[Jan. 11th, 2005|11:27 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | upset | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Alanis Morrisette: Join you | ] |
this is yesterday's entry that i couldn't post.
Today sucks. i got some of the worst news that i could ever get, from one of my friends. Her Brother has about 4-6 months to live. he has had cancer for about a year. He has been a major light in this world. she is rather upset that he will be gone soon. a close friend once told me it is never goodbye just see you later.
18 weeks of no cuts.
Today's Journal entry.
another one of my friends is moving to thornton to live with her dad. this is her last day here. There is so much i want to tell her but i don't have enough time.
on a happier note
Mae, Relient K, and name taken are coming to the Azztlan theater. Still no cuts but finals are killer.
things are good except for what i said earlier. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 7th, 2005|08:29 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | cynical | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Mae: Embers and Envelopes | ] |
things are a little better today than yesterday. things have gone from bad to not as bad but still horrible. there are alot of things that are going on with finals that i am having a hard time getting every thing in. i think there is lasertag tonite so i hope that will be slightly productive. in putting me a better mood.
ATEN burn in hell. |
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| pissed off at the world |
[Jan. 6th, 2005|11:58 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | infuriated | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Green Day: American Idiot | ] |
yesterday was the add drop day for mountain view. I was able to add a class but i wasn't able to switch my civics teacher to one that i know. Mr. Aten decided that finals are all now required and they will help or hurt your grade. straight from the donkey's mouth. In the famous words of shrek: "You stupid, irritating, annoying beast of burden." that is how i feel about him. i am trying to get enough people to side with me and not take this crap from him. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 3rd, 2005|08:32 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  and not functioning | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Daria: Mystic Spyral: Freaking Friend | ] |
i am so exhausted! there is snow here at school. 17 weeks no cuts. i am up to what to i was before. things are ok for now.
www.theundergroundministry.com is our new youth center's website.
well i am off to be bored in my next few classes. finals are next week. |
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| blah |
[Dec. 16th, 2004|08:45 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | glorify you:fihf | ] |
2 days till freedom from school. my metals project is a hard one for me to do because of its magnitude. i am making armor.
15 weeks on monday, there's a lot that is going on right now tha is hard because of issues at home and school.
it's out of my control. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 10th, 2004|09:04 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
things are ok. all except for the dream that people walking down the street will suddenly burst into flames. just kidding. i am broke.
14 weeks on monday. |
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